Just, a strange feeling suddenly filled my heart.
This strange feeling is so strong, so impulsive, and even... Makes me creepy and shudder!
wait.
My brain suddenly woke up and the whole person shivered.
impossible.
Yes, it''s impossible.
"You''re not Junxia." I suddenly pushed away Junxia, who was held in my arms, and then looked at her very rigorously, staring at her, staring at Junxia''s blurred eyes shrouded in water mist.
"What''s the matter, Li Jian? How do you... Push me away?" pushed away by me, Junxia''s face showed surprise.
"Fake. You''re fake. You''re not Junxia!" I suddenly screamed hysterically and jumped out of the water with a crash. The cold feeling from up and down made my pores stand up and even tremble violently.
"What''s the matter, smelly thief, are you out of the wind?" the little princess threw a handful of water on my face and said carelessly.
"Master, what''s the matter?" Xiaobai blinked at me, his big eyes full of puzzlement.
I clenched my fists and stood in place. My eyes swept all the women present and the beautiful eyes of surprise and consternation.
I trembled and raised my hand, because I was so afraid that even my fingertips were shaking violently.
"Fake, you... Are all fake!" I pointed to all the women present and cried out uncontrollably. My voice even felt very sad.
"What''s the matter, Li Jian?" the swallow stood up from the water. Her smoky eyebrows frowned and looked at me with some worry. "What? Where did we leave?"
I took a deep breath, took two steps back, then glanced at the swallow, purple butterfly and little princess, and finally landed on Junxia''s cheek:
"Junxia, it has been six months since I left the mechanical capital, right?"
"Yes." Junxia nodded abruptly.
"So..." I stared at the "Junxia" in front of me, gnashing my teeth and said, "where''s our child? When I went to the mechanical imperial capital, you were pregnant for three months. Now after six months, your stomach should be bulging?"
"I......" when I said this, Junxia was stunned. She couldn''t speak any more! She looked at me straight, frowned slightly, then looked at me seriously and said:
"Li Jian, stop fooling around. I''m Junxia. Our child... I... i... our child has been born! It''s at home now!"
"At home? The more you say, the worse it is." I sneered and looked at the "Junxia" in front of me. Then, I asked you, our child... Is it a boy or a girl? What does it look like? How many hairs on its head? Who does it look like? "
When I asked, Junxia was speechless again. She hesitated for a long time. A pair of anxious and sad beautiful eyes looked at me. Her lips pursed and hesitated, but she couldn''t speak for a long time!
"Can''t say it, right?" I sneered and said faintly. "It''s normal not to say it. Since I woke up from the amusement park, I think all this is wrong. Why don''t I remember when I left the mechanical imperial capital? Because I didn''t leave the mechanical imperial capital at all. I''ve always been in the mechanical imperial capital!"
"What as like as two peas? Why, now what is the summer, but what is cherry? Why do I not remember how I got to the bathing place? Why can''t I see the sign of the bathing place? Why is the structure of this bath like what I am in the bathing place in the temple of the sun and the moon? Why do you miss winter miss Zhu Xing and miss winter wearing winter clothes? Why do I have a sense of incompatibility?
"Because... You are all illusions projected from my mind! Miss blue moon and Miss Zhu Xingyun, in my memory, your clothes have not changed much, so they have always maintained such clothes! In other words, the world is constructed from my memory, and things I don''t know can''t be created!"
"Li Jian, what are you talking about? Are you... You are too tired because of our relationship?" the little sister looked at me with some embarrassment.
"Li Jian, you''re really tired. We... Don''t wash. Let''s go back and have a rest early today?" Junxia came forward and looked at me sympathetically.
"Yes, where are we? Li Jian, look, where are we? Don''t you feel our reality?" even the pure sister who seldom spoke spoke spoke.
"True? Yes. I really should admit that, to some extent, you are too true. I was almost cheated by you." I sighed faintly, "This illusion, reflected, should be the most desired and ideal beautiful scene in my mind. Therefore, even if I clearly feel a sense of disharmony, I subconsciously ignore it. Because everything is so beautiful now. If this is a real world thing... I am really willing to exchange everything I have."
As I spoke, I felt my heart dry. I looked at the girls in front of me, then reluctantly smiled and said:
"I really appreciate that you can spend such an illusory but happy time with me... I''m really happy."
"Mr. Li, what are you talking about? I can''t seem to understand your thinking." little Laurie looked at me in surprise. "You seem to have misunderstood something and regarded us as a virtual image? This may be a mental disorder caused by head trauma..."
Little Laurie seemed to want to argue about something. I smiled, looked at her and said:
"That''s good." I looked at the still reluctant blue moon and said word by word, "in that case, I want to ask Miss blue moon, please say ''I love you'' in the languages of 12 countries. Any country can. As long as you can say it, I believe you are true."
When I asked, lanyue was completely stunned. Her thin washboard body stood in the water, her small mouth opened slightly, but she couldn''t speak a foreign language!
"So, you are all fake. Because I don''t speak so many national languages, so neither do you, Miss blue moon. This is the biggest evidence." I smiled coldly, "you... Are all fake!"
"Li Jian!" the little princess suddenly shouted angrily, stepped forward and gave me a heavy slap in the face, "smelly thief, you''re funny. Don''t talk nonsense? This joke is not fun! It''s not easy for everyone to discuss how to make you happy together... How can you do this!"
"Li Jian, it''s really not fun. Wake up." Junxia looked at me worried.
"Li Jian, I suggest you... You''d better go to the brain Department of the hospital to have a look. You may have really hit it when trampoline just now. You''ve been abnormal since just now." Purple Butterfly held her chin and looked at me.
Looking at a pair of sincere and bright eyes, I really doubt myself?
Is all this really true?
The eyes of the women in front of them are too real. They don''t seem to be fake at all. They are really worried about me and really care about me. They are all true and don''t seem to be pretending
But... But!
But... I can''t convince myself!
It is because all this is so perfect that it is not true!
Hot tears fell down my cheeks.
Tears slowly flowed down my cheeks until they reached my mouth. I sipped my lips and felt that the tears were bitter.
"I''m sorry!" I wiped my tears hard, and then ran straight out of the hot spring pool and ran to the front desk of the wo style wooden house!
"Li Jian!"
"Li Jian!"
"Silly apprentice!"
"What are you doing, smelly thief?"
I heard the girls behind me calling me, and the voice came closer and closer.
I run like death, run quickly, run with all my strength.
Terrible, it''s terrible.
What''s going on? What''s the matter with me? Where the hell is this?
I kept running. I didn''t know when. I blinked and found that I was wearing clothes. It was like moving for a moment, and clothes appeared on me.
I ran into the wo style wooden house through the back door. When I passed the front desk full of wine bottles, I accidentally ran into a passing waiter. The waiter in white shirt and black skirt exclaimed and raised his head. It was an exquisite and beautiful carved face. This face was actually... A daughter!
"Dad?"
Seeing me, the girl suddenly showed her joy, and a pair of beautiful eyes glittered.
However, when I saw the woman''s face, my fear was even worse, and I trembled all over.
"Li Jian, why are you running?" I heard the anxious cries of the women behind me. I looked back and found that I didn''t know when Junxia had chased them out, and everyone had put on clothes, dressed in gorgeous clothes, such as long skirts, cheongsam, or pleated skirts, Or Gothic Laurie... In short, it is impossible to dress up in a short time.
At this stage, I no longer doubt that this world is really an illusory world!
At that moment, I almost collapsed.
I stood there and looked at the girls running towards me like a female ghost.
"Don''t... don''t come here!"
At the time of panic, I was really at a loss. Suddenly, I took out a bottle of Maotai from the plate held by the woman, and then smashed it on the ground, breaking into pieces and liquor. At the same time, I took an igniter, lit a flame and took it in my hand.
"Come here again and I''ll light the fire!"
"Don''t! Li Jian, calm down!" seeing that I was holding the igniter in my hand, Junxia opened her eyes in an instant, showing a look of great panic, and kept shaking her hand to persuade me not to do so.
"Li Jian, calm down, OK? Although we don''t know how you suddenly do this, I know we must have done something wrong. Calm down and think of a way together. It will pass, right?" the worried Purple Butterfly also dissuades me from doing stupid things.
As she spoke, the purple butterfly slowly moved towards me. The pair of bright and calm beautiful eyes made me lose consciousness.
If... All this is true, that would be great.
If... All this is not an illusion, that would be great.
I really want to live in this perfect world forever.
Here, there are a group of people who love me and those I love. All the people are together, all the troubles disappear, and all the haze is swept away.
Yes, just cherry blossoms that will never wither and beautiful faces that will always smile at you.
There are laughter and endless sunny sky.
Rolling tears rolled down my cheeks. I choked and my chest fluctuated violently.
Then, just as purple butterfly was about to come to me, three steps away from me, I smiled sadly and released the igniter in my hand.
A snap.
The igniter fell into the alcohol on the ground.
Then, with a bang, the flame rose and the fire burst into the sky!
Obviously, it was just ignited by alcohol, but the power was like a bomb explosion. The terrible airflow immediately rushed me out. I was blown out of the wooden house like a huge sandbag and landed on the grass outside the wooden house. However, when my ass landed, there was no pain.
In front of me, the wooden house where I lit a fire has become a sea of fire.
All the beauties I love deeply are surrounded by a sea of fire.
I saw purple butterfly struggling in the sea of fire. Half of her body was ignited by the fire and stood numbly. I saw Junxia''s sad face swallowed up by the rising flame. I saw the little princess slapping the flame in panic. I saw the blue moon looking at me angrily. I saw the iceberg beauty and Zhu Xingyun looking at me silently.
The three saints'' identical sad eyes and the little sister''s unbelievable sad expression. The female wolf head''s loyal eyes surrounded by fire... A pair of eyes, all in the sea of fire, looked at me sadly, surprised, flustered, painful... And relieved.
Those eyes made me tear my heart and crack my lungs, and I was devastated!
"Li Jian, take care, Li Jian."
"Mr. Li, congratulations on discovering the truth." the angry color on the blue moon''s face gradually disappeared, replaced by full blessings.
"Smelly thief, don''t forget us." the little princess stuck out her tongue at me in the light of the fire.
"Live well..." the iceberg beauty said faintly.
"Apprentice, don''t miss my mother. Hey, hey. Exercise well and protect yourself!" the obscene girl smiled at me in the light of the fire.
"Sorry, we lied to you... We are indeed an illusion in your heart, but... We really like you!" the little sister was grinning at me.
"Goodbye, master!" Xiaobai smiled relieved and waved to me. "Bye."
"My Lord, bless you." the three saints are also smiling kindly at me.
"Don''t forget us, Li Jian. Never forget us."
I saw the swallow smiling at me, and then the next second, her body turned into fly ash and dissipated into a burst of smoke.
In the fire, the beautiful faces were finally swallowed up by the brilliant flame. The crimson flame was like a beast, devouring all the people I cherish most.
"I won''t forget you... Never..." I was in tears at the moment when the fire burst into the sky.
Water like tenderness, thousands of customs, wind and moon falling snow, autumn red clouds... The beautiful shadow of beauty and everything dissipated, melted in the fire and disappeared under the sun.
There was only the ruins of a dark wooden house.
No.
Nothing.
Under the sun, light smoke rises slowly in the scorched ruins, floating and sublimating, as if the beauty of the past had not disappeared.
"Ah, ah --!!!"
I knelt powerlessly on the ground, clutching my scalp with both hands, knelt on the ground and looked up at the sky.
Pain!
My heart hurts!
The pain is uncontrollable!
I want to kill myself, I want to kill myself!
I tried my best to put my head on the ground, again and again, in order to alleviate the pain in my heart. My forehead hit the stone in the grass, again and again, breaking my head and blood, breaking my skin, but the pain in my heart still can''t be eliminated!
"Ah!" I cried and howled wildly, and my throat was hoarse. I could hardly make a sound. Endless tears fell down my cheeks, drop by drop, on the grass
My vision is blurred. The next moment, I feel that the whole world is spinning, everything around me is rotating rapidly, and the surrounding scenery is rapidly sublimating and disappearing
The wooden house ruins disappeared, the blue sky disappeared, the surrounding grass disappeared, and the diffuse light smoke disappeared
Everything turned into darkness.