If possible, I don''t want to have any intersection with him in my life.


    If I could stop it, I would even consider directly killing my mother''s mind.


    But the truth is a hundred times worse than a thousand times.


    "You''re off work."


    He was obviously more restrained, smiled and touched his nose awkwardly.


    I didn''t speak. He was embarrassed for a while and couldn''t find a word.


    I don''t want to go on if he has nothing to look for.


    I have no intention to expose these embarrassing conversations.


    "Come on, what do you want to do?"


    I said directly.


    He asked without turning around.


    Even if I don''t have much contact with this nominal stepfather, it doesn''t mean I can''t understand him.


    His acting was so bad that he put almost all his mind on the bright side.


    If I don''t understand it anymore, I really deserve it.


    "No, I happened to have some business, so I went up and looked. There was nothing else."


    He didn''t admit it, but he kept looking at me instead of me.


    Some parts of my hair are white. I keep pulling my suit rigidly, and it even looks a bit nondescript.


    "Do you have any business to report to the superior?"


    I smiled, but there was no smile in his sight.


    I found him the job.


    It''s not very high, but according to his qualifications and status, it''s a high climb, but even so, he''s not qualified to report to the top.


    It''s so clumsy to tell a lie.


    I smiled softly. His face was even worse than before.


    It seemed that he wanted to run away, but finally he stopped and looked at me. He summoned up his courage and said, "your mother has been ill recently. Don''t you really go back and have a look?"


    "I know you don''t accept me. I was really an asshole before, but now I start over with your mother and will make up twice, as well as you and ah Xin."


    He said it sincerely.


    But there was a flicker in my eyes.


    In this kind of words, there is probably a third of the true meaning, and there can be no more.


    I still looked at him and waited for the rest of his words.


    Even if I did graduate, my mind will not be so simple.


    Where would it be so easy to be biased by such a few words.


    Sure enough, after a long pause, he looked around. It seemed that it was complete and there was no expectation.


    Then he continued, but his way of speaking was more euphemistic than just now, as if he was preparing to save the country.


    "Isn''t it a lot of money for hospitalization? Hospitalization every day is not a small expense, and there isn''t much money saved at home."


    He stammered a few times, and his hand was still dragging the corners of his suit.


    No matter what he said, there were no waves in my face and heart.


    Over the years, I know my mother''s character. She hasn''t been ill many times, but she pretends to be ill a lot.


    If you basically have any needs or requirements, you will happen to have such a "serious illness".


    It''s like the story of the wolf coming. I''m almost immune to such words.


    "How much does it cost?"


    I glanced at him and said.


    "No, no, it''s not asking you for money." he waved his hand again and again. "I''ll just try to make money myself. I''m just thinking, aren''t I going to be promoted recently, that is, to see if there is any chance."


    It seems that he said too much. Before I spoke, he remedied in advance and said, "in fact, I just want to make money hard and support this family. I can''t rely on you alone, can I?"


    There was a sincere expression on his face. If he ignored his timid temperament and his calculating eyes, the whole face was really similar to an honest man.


    This is very sincere. If I really don''t know anything, I may be moved or moved.


    But it''s a pity——


    "What do you want?"


    I smiled in a larger arc, full of sarcasm and said, "make more money, and then let you fly the colored flag outside. I don''t know the red flag at home?"


    "You said if she knew, would she regret that she didn''t want to go to you at the beginning, and would she regret starting with you again?"


    I speak every word lightly.


    The temperature here is not very low, but the man in front of him is full of sweat on his forehead and nose, and his uneasiness and cramped face are more serious.


    There was a heavy panic in his eyes.


    I dare not look into my eyes.


    I didn''t seem to expect that I would pick out these.


    "No, I''m not." his voice of defense decreased a lot, and he took a few steps back to keep a certain distance from me.


    Even if he is much older than me, even if he has been out for a long time, the momentum is still poor.


    I gave him a faint look, looked at his incoherent explanation, looked at his words that didn''t match the preface, and my heart was more cool.


    If I have the chance, I really want to ask my mother.


    Spent so much youth, in such a man, is it really enough?


    He''s still defending, but I''m not in the mood to listen.


    Just turn around and go.


    I don''t even want to look at him.


    When he still wanted to stop me, I looked at him with a smile and didn''t speak. Instead, his momentum weakened and didn''t continue to follow.


    Sure enough.


    When his department began to prepare for adjustment, I knew he would be restless.


    But I didn''t expect that the way he came up with would be so bad.


    All thoughts are spread out in the open, and even the cover has not covered half of it.


    The mobile phone vibrated a few times. I looked down and connected it when the vibration of the mobile phone was about to stop.


    That''s my mother''s voice over there.


    Her movements with the man were almost seamless.


    There was a cautious voice, "well, do you want to go home for dinner today? Come back with ah Xin. I don''t know how long my body can last. At least I''ll see you more."


    "It''s good for everyone to gather together. After all, it''s a family. Anyway, it''s also ah Xin''s father. When he''s well at home, of course, it''s good. Hey."


    It''s nothing more than that.


    "Is it worth it?"


    I interrupted her and asked.


    Over the years, is it really worth it to be a man?


    I can''t even answer my heartfelt self-question. If I were her, would I do this?


    Probably not.


    The phone stopped for a long time. If I didn''t hear the sound of breathing, I even thought I had hung up.


    It was a long time before she spoke.


    "What''s worth it or not? Everyone''s pursuit is different. Isn''t that good? It''s good."