Because ah Xin suddenly opened his mouth.


    The atmosphere of stalemate here is even more embarrassing.


    I don''t even remember how it ended. The whole person was confused.


    Like a living dead man.


    After that, I heard Lin Zhu describe what I looked like at that time. She said that my whole person seemed to have been deprived of my soul.


    It seems that it can only continue to breathe, and the others are not expected at all.


    After the numbness passed, the feeling that was more painful than tearing the heart and cracking the lungs hit together.


    It''s like taking a layer of skin off me alive.


    When Qin Langjun came in, I still sat on the bed with my legs.


    His eyes were staring at the front, even unwilling to blink.


    No matter what he did or said, I still sat there.


    The events of that day were replayed in my mind again and again. I didn''t even dare to close my eyes. As soon as I closed my eyes, I clearly felt the original despair.


    The feeling of burning fire burning on the body, the feeling of suffocation, the feeling of being unable to breathe, and even the feeling of despair that you want to struggle but can''t do anything.


    My lips moved and I never said anything.


    The throat should be hurt by smoke and dust. It hurts and hoarse.


    He looked better than ever, even if he was wearing an ordinary shirt, rolled up his sleeves and frowned beside me.


    Even if I don''t speak, his movements are still gentle.


    "It''s time to take medicine."


    His hand gently covered my forehead and said in a low, slow voice.


    I don''t know if it''s my illusion. I always feel that the tenderness and tenderness at any time before are not as good as now.


    Even now it contains a lot of compensation.


    "The child is gone."


    I looked up at him and said.


    Avoiding the medicine handed over, his eyes still didn''t have much focus, but he looked at him stubbornly.


    He didn''t speak.


    I still stubbornly raised my head and looked at his chin and the drilled beard.


    Looking at the perfect and impeccable facial features, I repeated it again.


    "The child is gone."


    There is no mirror here, and I can''t see my emotions.


    But I can hear my own voice, hoarse, like rubbing on the ground with a broken Gong.


    Hoarse is almost out of tune.


    I don''t even know what I want to do. It''s just that the pain is too late and too fierce, which makes my nerves seem to have been stabbed hard.


    That kind of pain is driving me crazy.


    I kept my head up, but my eyes still wouldn''t close.


    Even if the acid began to cry, I still maintained the posture just now, stubborn like a stone.


    That''s how you look at him.


    Blurred tears.


    I can''t even see the expression on his face. I don''t know whether there should be heartache or guilt, or other feelings.


    I have always been proud and confident. Even at this moment, I began to shake.


    Or when Wenni bet with me, I was afraid.


    Feelings can''t stand the test, and I''ve never been so proud and confident.


    Now, indeed.


    His hand was still on my forehead, and I seemed to hear a gentle sigh.


    Then he put me in his arms.


    My ear is close to his heart and I can clearly hear the sound of heartbeat.


    This is the most intimate posture. It seems that I can go to his heart right away. I used to like this, with an unspeakable sense of security.


    But now it''s useless.


    The tearing of the heart came one after another.


    Various emotions kept surging and exploding.


    I want to vent it right away, but I don''t know where to start.


    "No, boy."


    My voice changed and broke. I had to say these words with great effort.


    I don''t know if my throat is hurt or because of emotional excitement. There is even a bloody smell in my mouth.


    The voice trembled badly, and so did my body.


    His hand clung to his clothes, because it was too tight, the whole hand was shaking.


    His hand still clasped me tightly.


    I put my chin on my head and said something, but I couldn''t hear anything.


    Those surging depressed emotions found an outlet.


    All of them swarmed out.


    Those fine sounds came out intermittently from the throat.


    It was not until now that I finally woke up.


    The child is gone.


    I can''t come back.


    "There will be. Such things won''t happen again. Trust me."


    He spoke to me in a low voice, with his slightly cold lips on my face and talking to me again and again.


    Those emotions hurt my heart.


    The last reason made me suppress those emotions and look up at him.


    The tears in his eyes were so dim that I couldn''t even see his face clearly.


    Let alone see the expression on his face.


    I can''t help but want to ask, want to ask, why he chose Wenni that day, want to ask, did he see me that day.


    If you see me, how can you leave so simply?


    Those questions rushed up together, but I didn''t know what to ask first.


    It doesn''t seem interesting.


    "Yes, there will be."


    I laughed at myself, still holding his clothes.


    Look up and smile as brightly as possible. Even without a mirror, I guess I must be ferocious to the extreme.


    It won''t be any better.


    I didn''t speak again all night.


    I didn''t know for a few days.


    Waiting for Lin Zhu to come back, she clutched my wrist angrily and forced me to wake up.


    "If you don''t want to live, just jump down from here and spoil yourself day by day. If you''re not willing to have resentment, just send it to the person who should send it. What if it''s more vicious? Is it interesting for you to toss yourself like this?"


    She speaks straight and fast.


    With enough annoyance.


    But after saying that, he still reached out and hugged me.


    The movement is gentle, as if with a little sigh and heartache.


    After a few days of depression, I saw myself in the mirror.


    Even if it is not painted foundation, the face is pale without any color of blood, and the thin body is about to peel off.


    The patient''s clothes look more loose on me.


    "I know."


    I said hoarsely.


    Just look at the view outside the window.


    From the initial confusion and anger that I didn''t know where to vent, from hysteria to uncontrollable madness, I went crazy with Qin Langjun. Now I really wake up.


    Life always has to pass, and what should be asked for is always to be asked for back.


    The more depressed I am, the more happy Wen Ni should be to see it.


    But I don''t want to see how happy she is. I always have to pay back the pain and despair I''ve suffered.


    I tried to pull the corners of my mouth, but I failed.


    Just slowly raised his hand and gently surrounded the forest plants.